some words

if u have a chance to see the world, I give u a big applause for that. one day u will know, how much we need to sacrify for our religion. Allah said in the Al-Qur'an :

"Let there arise out of you a group of people inviting to all that is good, enjoining al-ma`roof [i.e. Islamic Monotheism and all that Islam orders one to do] and forbidding al-Munkar [polytheism and disbelief and all that Islam has forbidden]. And it is they who are successful." Al `Imraan :104.

work

I don't know what will happen and what should I do when it happens. it's kind of sad. I'm still unemployed and I know Allah gives me the best. if I keep searching vacancies and if Allah says no, no chance for me. to get money, is priceless if I don't obey Him. I was thinking if I'm home what is the most thing I most care about is my facebook account. I know it's worthless though. I wanna learn something but it doesn't look like really working at all. development of technologies, make people trap and stick to the global, artist, musics and so on. I hate myself as I said to myself I wanna do this but I did that. I know the pros and cons but I don't see life where I should go on.

money.

nowadays, people are worried and afraid if they don't have money in their pocket and so am I. my thoughts is all about where is my 'rezeki' will be given at. I'm still not working and it's hard for me to let this flippy lappy away from my sight. despicable me.

urgh! I need strength. and hidayah Allah

when I miss him

he was very delightful, funny and best friend. I had no chance to say thanks and sorry. what else friend, u're my best friend.

Allah bless your soul. Muhammad Fakhri bin Haslin.

life is short

do you even imagine how the heaven looks like? how we will be going in there? there are no full stop, painless all the time and enjoyable. I couldn't think out of the box about eternal life there. we will never die? wow, that's beyond my thought. Allah is Almighty, the Most High.

but, how about the hell? have we imagined how painful being there, being tortured. it will be devastating if we don't want to think a minute about death and sins we have done.

I hope I will be one of them who are in the true path of Islam, believe that there is no God except Allah, and Muhammad (PBUH) is His messenger :)

just a dream wasn't it?

I dreamt I was driving my daddy's car (Toyota Alphard) and there had a bad traffic jam, so I went out from my daddy's car to find out what was the problem. suddenly, there was a thief tried to steal my daddy's car, so I ran to the car and hold the front door which at the sides of the driver's seat. then I made to get into the car and the thief stabbed me, seriously at my abdomen? OMG I was bleeding! I woke up with sweat all around my body.

so what the hell did the dream want to tell? I mean, the implicit of it? I woke up at 5 something in the morning. that was a bad dream I've ever had.

O Allah protect me from the evil stuffs, I am scared without Your protection.

pretty much

hujan

haha I just viewed my oldies pictas and I found my mind back to the past, but I just couldn't let my eyes from looking at this one, this picta. I could barely remember this but I am sure the pictures was taken when I was in primary school. people were waiting seriously till the band came and I was just one of them, very cool. waiting till late at night just to see the band in front of my eyes, and when I put myself back to the time, I will be like what the hell was I in the crowd? haha wasted. now I just love to listen, to check out the updates of my favourite singers, bands or whatever and I will 'try' my best to go not gigs whatever that is related with musics. hehe

Avril Lavigne I am your big fan *whoop :)

I am a human

please please be honest, I am nothing. O Allah the Most High, I need some vision of life; a strength. living in fakhsa' walmungkar. I am very soft when I am thinking about you, and I couldn't be what I want to be as I try to be a perfect servant of You the Most Beneficent. lots of thing I was thinking of are useless. well, I hope I won't do the thing that You forbid, I do really hope so.