to the star if I really want it

"..macam mana kamu tengok orang ramai ada yang gembira berpelukan ada yang sedih menangis, macam itulah nanti kita di padang mashar. sangat seronok apabila buku catatan diserahkan melalui tangan kanan tetapi sebaliknya apabila buku catatan diterima melalui tangan kiri, malah ada yang lebih teruk daripada tu.." cikgu zaid.

it's all gifts from Allah and all praises be upon Him. but guys SPM is not like the end of the world, maybe it looks like that but take it as a stepping stone for you to keep moving on. don't pretend that u have lost everything, that's why I'd like to say keberkatan result tu yang penting because I heard many people didn't perform well in their SPM but later they're kind of successful people. one thing I'd like to tell u guys, for those who got straight A's pun they can't stop here, everyone is going to further their study and struggle again so what's the difference? study for the improvement of ummah and get the best for the next okay. may Allah show us the path of those whom Thou hast favoured.

straight A's pun bukan boleh masuk syurga kalau tak amal agama.

so how does your adrenaline work?

nervous? guys, SPM result is not everything or the end of the road u walk through, it's just a pit stop to seek how far u have to walk after this. it's not the end of everything. if u fail, just wake up and start again. Allah is the Most Merciful, He will help us. the result will not give us anything unless from His permission.

but what we have to be afraid of is where we will be in the Hereafter? I don't say I'm perfect because I couldn't be too but I'm trying to seek His blessing because I'm weak yes I am weak.

I have done a lot of sins, Allah please forgive me :(

I feel I want something

can I be you Mr..?

no doubt, I'm sick with life sometimes ; I mean the world now. where I'm living, the time right now. how hard it would be when the world is unsuitable to be lived on. everything's ruined ; disaster, corruption, sex and many more. I'm so afraid I'm not strong enough to face this. now, I'm still young maybe because I don't have any experiences of facing the real world as my friend said 'arip, sangat berbeza life asrama dengan Universiti'. and that is I am afraid of. what ever is it, I have to do some motivation and meditation of myself, some reflection whether I have to make or change anything I should. I beg to you please take my hand when I stumble and fall cuz I don't know, what is the real thing is out there..

I miss the memories we created. so exciting, friends. it really was :(

this is called 'working'

see what I've got. a picture with VW :)

I was bored when I'm home, unemployed and waiting for the result by staying at home like nothing happen outside there. Praises to Allah, I got a temporary job and there's a lil thing I love about my job, even though I think people don't see the goodness of the job but I'm still liking my job hehe it repeats doesn't it?

work together with friends is better ;)

tak sengaja ke sengaja?

"..bila kita tinggalkan solat subuh sebab bangun lambat kita cakap tak sengaja, memang kita takda niat nak tinggal subuh tapi kita tidur lambat.." cikgu Zaid.

kan nampak macam sengaja -,-