now

what really matters to me? sometimes, I can't tell how much I love or appreciate something. I wonder why sometimes people wasted their life, creating moments that they want to forget. every moment in this life is a story, although it is not special.

that's why in this life, there is good and bad. every time we do bad, do good. if you can't do good, don't do bad. it is a simple rule that most of the people neglect it including myself. I tried so hard to do good, but it always looks bad. then, you feel like life rules you, when you are supposedly ruling life.

but what hurt most is, sometimes, life's rules don't work on certain people. for example, good looking people will be a good people. but not-so-good-looking people will not be good until they do good.

life sucks, right?

part of challenge?

aku punyai sebab yang cukup untuk berasa marah, tapi aku tidak. aku tahu hari yang memenatkan ni akan berakhir dengan perkara yang menyedihkan. atau marah yang aku pendam akhirnya siapa yang rasa? aku jugak,

mungkin challenge yang Tuhan bagi hari ni, untuk sedarkan aku betapa jauhnya aku dengan Dia. mungkin juga aku terlalu memohon yang terbaik dari-Nya, dan Tuhan berikan aku balasan yang setimpal. tapi aku boleh lagi tabah dengan challenge yang Tuhan bagi.

walhal sebenarnya aku musnah. Tuhan, aku sedih.