i will be back soon

well, it is time to come back to serting. lepas ni berbulan - bulan lah tak update sebab tak boleh surf internet. ye lah kalau boleh sekejap je kot entahlah. by the way, thanks for the moment bakar bandar malam tadi :) so tunggu aku balik okay.


nanti aku balik aku jerit kuat - kuat. doakan SPM aku :)

1 syawal

kaboom! and that is what i hear all the time. we could usually hear that kind of noises out there, loud out laugh, the laughter and children are running and playing only on a thankful day, eidulfitr. and i take this chance to wish all of you, there, stalker, gossiper, and my lovely friends ;

SELAMAT HARI RAYA EIDULFITR
MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN :)

and i am sorry if i had done any mistakes even it wasn't my purpose or it was under my unconsciousness.

jemput datang rumah okay :)

one more thing

OK regret is now with me. i don't know what to do, i do hope u read this. this is my words for u before i am going to step drastically. i am sorry. i know i did wrong to u, everything is me. i was sick that time and a lot of things kept echoing in my head, whispering something. it drove me crazy. i went home with lots of question. i didn't know what would happen to me next. here a simple word, if a boy fall sick what will he do? of course he will consult with his doctor and need a period of time to recover. and when he is okay, he will be okay. and i am the boy who was sick before. you, i am sorry okay. please talk or even text me, i am waiting here. thnx :(

kau yang takda kena mengena jangan masuk campur.

goodbye ramadhan

this month is the best month in Islam. o God, all the things i have been through this month, i could feel the strength, the power and i just felt relax and cool. everyone says that ramadhan is a tiring month, why and so many questions. some people don't know because they just say that they r a Muslim but do they know what is the responsibility of a Muslim? i don't say that we have to do specifically as Prophet Muhammad did(sunnah) but at least, we know the things that isn't suppose to do, the wrong one. Allah is almighty, most beneficent and most merciful. do take some lesson from what had happened out there(abortion of baby, free sex, killings etc.). may Allah bless us. amen.

solat fardhu and patience is the most important :)

home

yeah :) being around friends is better, but being around family is the best. is it cool? haha. today im feeling great, just home last night and a little tired here. and, happy holiday :)

tekanan menekan - nekan

now listen... do u hear that? uh no? what? it is talking. ya kinda, what does it say? i do not know. hey? what? look there. hush, i am listening.

sekarang ni, imaginasi-ing je hari hari. otak asyik dikerah untuk menghafal, belajar macam robot. tapi bila fikir balik, tinggal berapa bulan je lagi untuk aku pakai baju peach seluar coklat, baju biru cair seluar biru hitam, kena pergi morning call, kena marah dengan cikgu bla bla. nanti mesti rindu semua tu. mungkin aku belum cukup dewasa untuk meninggalkan semua itu tapi sekurang - kurangnya aku belajar sesuatu dari situ. sekarang memang sibuk macam semut. dan sangat tertekan juga ye kawan kawan :)

spm dah tempah tiket penerbangan secara solo untuk sampai ke mrsm serting. jadi aku perlu bina landasan untuk kapal dia mendarat dengan baik :)

masih sama

selalunya tak mungkin semua sama, aku dah macam lali, kaku dan ringan. kalau kena tiup memang aku lah melayang dulu. aku rindu kau semua, bila semuanya dah nak okay rapat rapat, time tu lah kita dipisahkan. tapi aku harap, kita masih yang sama, di bawah satu bumbung yang sama, IS. dan semuanya pasti akan berubah kalau kau semua biarkan ia pergi. rindu bodoh :(