to the star if I really want it

"..macam mana kamu tengok orang ramai ada yang gembira berpelukan ada yang sedih menangis, macam itulah nanti kita di padang mashar. sangat seronok apabila buku catatan diserahkan melalui tangan kanan tetapi sebaliknya apabila buku catatan diterima melalui tangan kiri, malah ada yang lebih teruk daripada tu.." cikgu zaid.

it's all gifts from Allah and all praises be upon Him. but guys SPM is not like the end of the world, maybe it looks like that but take it as a stepping stone for you to keep moving on. don't pretend that u have lost everything, that's why I'd like to say keberkatan result tu yang penting because I heard many people didn't perform well in their SPM but later they're kind of successful people. one thing I'd like to tell u guys, for those who got straight A's pun they can't stop here, everyone is going to further their study and struggle again so what's the difference? study for the improvement of ummah and get the best for the next okay. may Allah show us the path of those whom Thou hast favoured.

straight A's pun bukan boleh masuk syurga kalau tak amal agama.

so how does your adrenaline work?

nervous? guys, SPM result is not everything or the end of the road u walk through, it's just a pit stop to seek how far u have to walk after this. it's not the end of everything. if u fail, just wake up and start again. Allah is the Most Merciful, He will help us. the result will not give us anything unless from His permission.

but what we have to be afraid of is where we will be in the Hereafter? I don't say I'm perfect because I couldn't be too but I'm trying to seek His blessing because I'm weak yes I am weak.

I have done a lot of sins, Allah please forgive me :(

I feel I want something

can I be you Mr..?

no doubt, I'm sick with life sometimes ; I mean the world now. where I'm living, the time right now. how hard it would be when the world is unsuitable to be lived on. everything's ruined ; disaster, corruption, sex and many more. I'm so afraid I'm not strong enough to face this. now, I'm still young maybe because I don't have any experiences of facing the real world as my friend said 'arip, sangat berbeza life asrama dengan Universiti'. and that is I am afraid of. what ever is it, I have to do some motivation and meditation of myself, some reflection whether I have to make or change anything I should. I beg to you please take my hand when I stumble and fall cuz I don't know, what is the real thing is out there..

I miss the memories we created. so exciting, friends. it really was :(

this is called 'working'

see what I've got. a picture with VW :)

I was bored when I'm home, unemployed and waiting for the result by staying at home like nothing happen outside there. Praises to Allah, I got a temporary job and there's a lil thing I love about my job, even though I think people don't see the goodness of the job but I'm still liking my job hehe it repeats doesn't it?

work together with friends is better ;)

tak sengaja ke sengaja?

"..bila kita tinggalkan solat subuh sebab bangun lambat kita cakap tak sengaja, memang kita takda niat nak tinggal subuh tapi kita tidur lambat.." cikgu Zaid.

kan nampak macam sengaja -,-

some words

if u have a chance to see the world, I give u a big applause for that. one day u will know, how much we need to sacrify for our religion. Allah said in the Al-Qur'an :

"Let there arise out of you a group of people inviting to all that is good, enjoining al-ma`roof [i.e. Islamic Monotheism and all that Islam orders one to do] and forbidding al-Munkar [polytheism and disbelief and all that Islam has forbidden]. And it is they who are successful." Al `Imraan :104.

work

I don't know what will happen and what should I do when it happens. it's kind of sad. I'm still unemployed and I know Allah gives me the best. if I keep searching vacancies and if Allah says no, no chance for me. to get money, is priceless if I don't obey Him. I was thinking if I'm home what is the most thing I most care about is my facebook account. I know it's worthless though. I wanna learn something but it doesn't look like really working at all. development of technologies, make people trap and stick to the global, artist, musics and so on. I hate myself as I said to myself I wanna do this but I did that. I know the pros and cons but I don't see life where I should go on.

money.

nowadays, people are worried and afraid if they don't have money in their pocket and so am I. my thoughts is all about where is my 'rezeki' will be given at. I'm still not working and it's hard for me to let this flippy lappy away from my sight. despicable me.

urgh! I need strength. and hidayah Allah