Case closed

Reminiscing the day you gave me chocolate, you looked at me from afar and we exchanged smiles. I liked you, to be honest. Then God gave me a test. He let someone I knew very well, come and greet me back. Someone I really adore that much. Two options; chase someone who I love, or let you love me. I was stupid so I asked for opinions. So I received so many answers, from familiar faces around me at that moment. So it was time to make a decision. Then I chased and failed. So I wanted to fix our relationship, but it was too late. Who could have thought, you were with someone who I shared my story with?

This is my turning point in how I see people. As time passed, I realized that I shared my story too much with people who I thought I could trust. Believe me, some people like to listen to your story and see if they can take advantage of your stupid decision. One man's loss is another man's gain. I admit I made mistakes, and I thought I have a very supportive circle. That was also a mistake.

It's all over now. Thankfully I had time to apologize to you and you accepted, coldly. Everything happened for a reason, it does not matter if I get it or not. Now, I can see things clearly. Alhamdulillah. It's about time, to move on and I am happy for you.

Thank you for the memories.

Final Year Project

Ramai student tahun akhir ambil subject ni secara sambil lewa. FYP is a real game in your program, and biasanya subjek ni diletakkan di akhir pengajian. Student tahun akhir perlu peka dengan perubahan yang berlaku dari dalam kelas, ke dunia sebenar. Walaupun FYP bukanlah sebijik macam realiti diluar sana tapi ia sebagai padang latihan untuk student sebelum keluar ke dunia sebenar. Dalam FYP nilah kena belajar problem solving, time management, organization/birokrasi, and coping emotional mechanism. Semuanya belajar sendiri! YA, and how you handle all the problems will shape what you will be after you graduate.

Kebanyakan pelajar perlu analisis sendiri apa masalah yang timbul. Dan setiap masalah perlu diselesaikan dengan segera sebab FYP hanya 2 semester sahaja. Kalau ada masalah and you ignore, then you learn nothing. If you don't manage and follow your time (gantt chart) properly, then you will not able to be good in the industry, kalau kena marah dengan supervisor lepas tu ranting kat twitter instead of thinking a solution, then that is what you will be in the industry! 

So students, please if you have problems, share. Ask someone who is more experienced than you, someone you trust so that you can find a good solution. Bukannya share dengan kawan sekelas dan membawang tentang supervisor. 

Tapi kalau membawang untuk mencari solution, itu dimaafkan ya.